I'm bored. I figured this out last night when I was trying to trace my discontent and general lack of enthusiasm about everything in my whole entire life. I mean, aside from the sadness of this era of my life ending, and the stress of my thesisy related things, I'm just plain bored. I'm bored of working on my thesis. I'm bored of looking for and applying for jobs. I've been watching TV for the first time in my life, which has been kind of interesting, actually. Watching Vampire Diaries and Battlestar Galactica has resulted in some very odd dreams involving blood-sucking cylons.
I think another aspect of my current doldrums is remembering that this time last year, I was preparing to go home to Thailand. That's not an option now. I'd like to go somewhere on a plane.
I'm ready for a new normal. And a paycheck.
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