I probably will go to graduation. When I expressed my vehement plan to NOT GO, one of my friends was aghast. "But you love your department! Your professors will all be there!" And it is true that both of those are strong motivators, but also reasons that make me not want to go because I don't like endings. So we'll see.
It's just such a weird transition, I suppose. I'm not quite sure what to do with myself.
I've been sitting in the library for hours trying to write cover letters and in that time about ten students have come and chatted with me, so I guess I did something right here! Now I just need to snap out of the "If I can't have THIS I don't want ANYTHING" and figure out what the real grief is and not let it dehabilitate me. Blah blah blah. Same old same old.
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